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I have a pretty big grant due…

So of course I updated Seen52’s website, my LinkedIn, planned our field trip, scheduled the weekly update email early, and thennnn I even changed my LinkedIn title from “director” to “Executive Director/Founder.”

It’s interesting. I just finished chatting with a former student. It was actually very lovely. The conversations always start with, “I don’t know if you remember me but..” and one of my favorite ways to love a kid is to say, “Of course I do!” Because I usually do. That’s my superpower 🙂

He asked me what I was up to and I told him I started my own thing. He wrote “Damn ms kim doing big things now” And I wrote, “I’m trying.”

I read a meme the other day. “I’m faking it until I make it, but now I’m just fake.” It made me laugh. I don’t think that’s where I’m going. But it’s wild to sometimes take a step back and see what I’m doing. I feel like it’s never enough. I feel like I AM faking it. I’m shocked when I’m invited into conversations. And I just think, how helpful knowing all of the ways the systems work in the background would have been when I was a teacher.

Here’s a list of things I wish I’d been more aware of:

  • The why’s/philosophy of our “all-in” staff.
  • McKinney-Vento
  • Our students’ lives
  • The different resources available to families and kiddos

I wish I had just had the time to pause. Because I think that would have made me a happier teacher. I wasn’t unhappy. Another superstrength of mine is the ability to laugh, the ability to reflect, and the ability to own my mistakes. Those strengths carried me through. But I wonder, what we could do for younger teachers, to help them .. not make as many of the same mistakes young, well-meaning teachers make over and over again.

Anyway, I’m an Executive Director/Founder now. And it’s starting to feel less foreign and less fake. I appreciate being given the space to dream this year, and figuring out the pathways to make these dreams into reality. But it’s still weird.

I miss teaching a lot, actually. I worry that the longer I’m out of the classroom, I won’t get to have these precious conversations with my former students. Because the programs we’re doing doesn’t feel like I’m making AS DEEP of a connection. But I need to keep my eyes on the long game.

Taking the CPACE Content test

I feel like I have taken a bajillion and one tests to be an educator. Lo and behold, when looking at my testing history, I’m not wrong.

Anyway, as a pretty calm test-taker, (who’s amazing at multiple choice), I thought the CPACE wouldn’t be too hard. I would cram the week before and then I’d go ahead and take it. The content exam has a 75% pass rate and the performance exam has a 25% pass rate. I elected to take the content test first because I felt that reading the language from the test would inform how I would write on my performance test a few days later.

Well, I just took the Content test… and it wasn’t easy. So, instead of being a dum-dum and just trying to wing the Performance test (which costs $358), I am going to postpone it until the next round and be better prepared then.

What is the CPACE?

If you have five years of experience, and a CA teaching credential, instead of doing a program (aka the principal equivalent of the TPAs), you can take a really expensive 2-part test and get your admin credential!

It’s a little nuts because unlike the other tests, they only release the tests every few .. months? And when I signed up for a test during the thick of COVID, although I was able to sign up for a San Diego test in June, for the performance test, the only testing sites were in South San Jose, Santa Maria, and Los Angeles County. Super random.

Once you take the test, you don’t get your results until everyone has taken the test. So for the test I took during the May-June window, I won’t get my results until 6/30. I didn’t feel like winging two tests, so yeah, postponed the performance test.

How to study?

So… definitely don’t wait until the week before.

Then start with the CPACE practice questions from their website. I then reviewed the TPE and then color-coded this. I usually internalize information through writing, so I took notes off of them. They weren’t necessary for the Content test though, but I think they’ll be useful for the Performance test.

I also printed and took notes from 240tutoring. I felt like the way they described the buckets were actually helpful because this is essentially how the Contest test was structured. Then I took a practice test from Teacher’s Test Prep. It actually is 70 questions so carve out time for it. You’ll get the first results for free (without the short answer). They also have a great study outline, and I just googled things from there that I didn’t know.

If I fail the CPACE content exam, I’m going to go deeper into that study guide and retake the free practice test.

Lastly, I looked up CPACE tips on Reddit and tried to find recent results. A lot of folks recommended Quizlet, and yeah! There’s a lot of decks available there, and although by the time I got to them, it was 11pm the night before my test, I did skim.

Also, I used these test taking tips that a friend forwarded me from her friend’s friend. (Thank you Robbie!)

  • Multiple choice content questions — these are pretty approachable with general test-taking strategies (eliminate obviously wrong answers; usually the right answer is obvious and at worst you have to guess between two reasonable sounding answers). Taking the practice questions on the CPACE website was enough for me to understand how the questions are structured; the questions on the actual test were very similar.
  • Written responses:
    • Use the structure of the prompts to organize your answers. For example, if they want you to “write a memo detailing x, y, and z,” then the memo is going to say: “Dear Staff, I am writing this memo to describe X, Y, and Z” followed by a paragraph on X, paragraph on Y, paragraph on Z. It will feel like very bad writing but the scoring process does not reward creativity.
    • I seem to recall that they provide the rubric for how your response will be scored with each longer item. These rubrics are aligned to California Administrator Performance Expectations that they are asking you to demonstrate. Make sure to spend time unpacking this and constructing your response accordingly.
    • The people who score these items are generally retired administrators from large public school systems. Write to your audience. In general, I responded as if I was the administrator of a large comprehensive high school with a very large, unionized staff.
  • Video analysis:
    • You will be asked to analyze a video of teacher practice. As suggested above, follow the structure of the prompt in giving feedback; if they want you to provide CSTP feedback, then do work analysis, then plan for a debrief conference, your response needs to be structured that way. This is not an exercise in synthesis — it’s demonstrating that you know how to do each of the concrete skills they are asking for.
    • The biggest thing here is that they are expecting you to use the TPEs and CSTPs to structure your feedback. They are not looking for synthesis — they are looking that you understand how to look for the CSTPs and give feedback accordingly. The video that I watched was literally from the 1990s and had been shot on VHS. It was nothing like any teaching I had ever seen before. 
  • Strategic planning:
    • There will very likely be something asking you to look at a comprehensive data set for a school (possibly from multiple years) and to identify strengths and growth areas based in the data. Make sure that this is something that you know how to do.

Response to the Objections to the new CA Mathematics Framework

I saw today a Fox news coverage on the “ridiculousness” of the new CA Mathematics framework. “Great, now numbers are racist.” Instead of getting incensed by poor journalism I decided I’d respond to a few of the issues. I chose this article from Reason.com, “In the Name of Equity, California Will Discourage Students Who Are Gifted at Math” because it wrote specific objections (as opposed to other articles that just covered that there was controversy without going in-depth about what the objections were).

Just FYI, I am a secondary math teacher in California and have taught it before Common Core (when it was pre-algebra and algebra for 7th and 8th grade) and post-common core. I also took math in Palo Alto Unified School District that *does* track students and had an interesting run. Because I was homeschooled in sixth grade, I took a placement exam and ended up in “lower math” for 7th. Over the summer, I took a bridge course and ended up in “higher math” for eighth. 9th-11th grade, I stayed in the highest math track, and in 12th grade, I started BC calculus. I realized that the real tears I shed over math were not worth it and moved down to AB Calc where I coasted through the year, earned a 5 on my AP test and went to a UC, where my peers, who also took AP level maths (whether AB or BC) and most ended up doing pretty well. A lot of my college peers though, who took AP level math courses at their schools, ended up having to repeat the Calc 1 equivalent anyway in college. end FYI.

California’s Department of Education is working on a new framework for K-12 mathematics that discourages gifted students from enrolling in accelerated classes that study advanced concepts like calculus.

The draft of the framework is hundreds of pages long and covers a wide range of topics. But its overriding concern is inequity. The department is worried that too many students are sorted into different math tracks based on their natural abilities, which leads some to take calculus by their senior year of high school while others don’t make it past basic algebra. The department’s solution is to prohibit any sorting until high school, keeping gifted kids in the same classrooms as their less mathematically inclined peers until at least grade nine.

“The inequity of mathematics tracking in California can be undone through a coordinated approach in grades 6–12,” reads a January 2021 draft of the framework. “In summary, middle-school students are best served in heterogeneous classes.”

Okay. For me, this just seems like a no-brainer. In all brain science, it shows that homogenous groupings are not helpful for learning. I guess this starts with defining what learning is. If learning to you is all about memorization and reproduction of algorithms, then fine, we should group kids homogeneously. If learning math means being able to explain your thinking, knowing what place values actually stand for, understand why distributive property works, conceptually understand decimals as expressions of fractions within a base-ten numerical system, then heterogenous groupings is what matters. It is true that someone who has emerging understanding shouldn’t be paired with someone who is at mastery, but studies have shown that pairing students with emerging understandings with students who have progressed a bit more actually benefits both. It’s like pacing. It doesn’t serve someone who is just getting back into shape to pace themselves with a marathon runner, but asking someone who has been running for a while to exercise their mental faculties in maintaining a pace for someone getting started is helpful for both because it requires the person who has progressed further to become more metacognitive. If they both have a coach (aka a teacher), even better!

As a middle school teacher, I have had brilliant students who, as soon as they entered high school, were placed in lower courses (despite standardized test scores) because of the schools they came from or their last names. It’s just common.

I know I am getting anecdotal, but lastly, I want to say that although it is hard to differentiate, it is beautiful to be able to see how different people see numbers and work with numbers. It is helpful for kids who rely on memorization and rules to pause and listen to a more visual learner (who may feel “lower” in a traditional sense) explain the patterns they are catching and the spatial understanding of what a fraction could be.

Middle school math is not just algebra, it’s early stats, it’s exponents, it’s geometric concepts of congruence and dilation, distinguishing rational numbers, conceptualizing the difference between a negative and a fraction (or God-forbid, a negative fraction), and let’s not forget, the skill that even adults struggle with: rations and proportional reasoning. I definitely have students who are more precise, who work harder, who have better math fluency, than others… but have they sat in my class bored? No. Because, if you’re doing a good job, you’re pushing conceptual development along with providing rigor. You are also training young adults to become collaborative partners (vs faux-llaborators and lone wolves), coaches (vs “here I’ll just do it), and active listeners. AKA, actual skills for life.

Let’s just pause and think. The smartest kids in your middle school math class are not the most successful people in your alumni group, right?

In fact, the framework concludes that calculus is overvalued, even for gifted students.

“The push to calculus in grade twelve is itself misguided,” says the framework.

As evidence for this claim, the framework cites the fact that many students who take calculus end up having to retake it in college anyway. Of course, de-prioritizing instruction in high school calculus would not really solve this problem—and in fact would likely make it worse—but the department does not seem overly worried. The framework’s overriding perspective is that teaching the tough stuff is college’s problem: The K-12 system should concern itself with making every kid fall in love with math.

Why is this a debate? Calculus is overvalued. It’s stupid that it’s required for pre-med, business, etc. If anything we should be pushing Stats or Information Science or content-specific maths. I loved Calculus. I loved figuring out the area under a curve. I rocked differentials. Because, I just loved learning and my teacher (shout out to Deanna Chute) literally loved teaching it and loved us. Annnnnd, I have no idea how to do it now, and it has not served me when it comes to calculating the best house to buy, figuring out my finance strategies, etc. All AP Calculus taught me that still remains me with me now is the importance of being with a great teacher and work ethic. I’d posit that those two pieces can be taught through any subject.

Broadly speaking, this entails making math as easy and un-math-like as possible. Math is really about language and culture and social justice, and no one is naturally better at it than anyone else, according to the framework.

“All students deserve powerful mathematics; we reject ideas of natural gifts and talents,” reads a bulletpoint in chapter one of the framework. “The belief that ‘I treat everyone the same’ is insufficient: Active efforts in mathematics teaching are required in order to counter the cultural forces that have led to and continue to perpetuate current inequities.”

Duh. Folks who are “talented” probably had many hours that were devoted to that part (see Talent Code). Strengths are contextual (see Dark Horse). Have you heard of neuroplasticity? Believing that you’re naturally talented can actually prevent you from achieving more — because you rely on what you think is fixed versus understanding that your can develop neurons and concepts can be learned and mastered.

And of course it’s not enough to “treat everyone the same” because we don’t treat everyone the same. We have natural biases based on where we grew up and how we were raised (most recently read What Happened to You, which talks about this but Gladwell’s Talking to Strangers is a good resource too). We need to consciously bring it to the forefront whether we teacher social studies or PE. Math should be no different.

The entire second chapter of the framework is about connecting math to social justice concepts like bias and racism: “Teachers can support discussions that center mathematical reasoning rather than issues of status and bias by intentionally defining what it means to do and learn mathematics together in ways that include and highlight the languages, identities, and practices of historically marginalized communities.” Teachers should also think creatively about what math even entails: “To encourage truly equitable and engaging mathematics classrooms we need to broaden perceptions of mathematics beyond methods and answers so that students come to view mathematics as a connected, multi-dimensional subject that is about sense making and reasoning, to which they can contribute and belong.”

Again, this seems pretty obvious, and in practice, what you would see is NOT a 30-minute discussion about marginalized communities and math. What you would see in an inclusive classroom is the attribution of algebra to Arabian civilization, the discovery of zero to the Mayans, trig and triangulation to other ancient civilizations. You would see word problems that are connected to what kids understand (teaching systems of equations through word problems about sailboats doesn’t work when you teach in a CA urban city).

And yes, math would go beyond how-tos and answers, because how many times in your life do you do long division on paper (vs a calculator) whereas in a grocery store, do you KNOW all the cool different ways kids have taught me to compare deals and figure out the best unit rate without pen and paper? And in what world are you hired to just find answers as opposed to making sense of a problem and reasoning through why yours is the best approach?

All of the above naturally brings about contribution and belonging.. bc creating artificial environments to do so never actually achieves it. When do you feel most at home in a company? When you know that your ideas are valued and that you’re respected/seen.

This approach is very bad. Contrary to what this guidance seems to suggest, math is not the end-all and be-all—and it’s certainly not something that all kids are equally capable of learning and enjoying. Some young people clearly excel at math, even at very early ages. Many schools offer advanced mathematics to a select group of students well before the high school level so that they can take calculus by their junior or senior year. It’s done this way for a reason: The students who like math (usually a minority) should have the opportunity to move on as rapidly as possible.

For everyone else… well, advanced math just isn’t that important. It would be preferable for schools to offer students more choices, and offer them as early as possible. Teens who are eager readers should be able to study literature instead of math; young people who aren’t particularly adept at any academic discipline might pick up art, music, computers, or even trade skills. (Coding doesn’t need to be mandatory, but it could be an option.)

The essence of good schooling is choice. Individual kids benefit from a wide range of possible educational options. Permitting them to diversify, specialize, and chart their own paths—with helpful input from the adults in their lives—is the course of action that recognizes vast differences in interest and ability. Holding back kids who are gifted at math isn’t equitable: On the contrary, it’s extremely unfair to everyone.

… Um, there is an assumption that schools are able to offer aLL of the choices that a child could be good in? In economics, we call this limited resources. Given limited resources, at a public institution, we do our best to give all kids the best basic framework from which they can then pursue their endeavors. That includes being able to read, being able to write, being able to reason, and knowing the historical, cultural context within which we perform. And oh yes, running a mile in under 20 minutes.

And why does this article assume that having heterogenous classrooms assume that we are holding kids back? In fact, let’s go back to my personal experience in Palo Alto. When kids were split up from 6th grade, it was based off of a test and off of parents’ loud advocacy, and teacher choice. If we just did a test, there might be times when there are only 16 kids ready for “advanced” and 34 in the “lower”. Are we going to do that? No. So then 9 of the “lower” kids might get put into the “advanced” track based on all sorts of factors (teacher’s perception of behavior, hard work, etc). This introduces a lot of bias. The crazy thing is, kids internalize what they’re told. So even if you are a brilliant boy who’s antsy and mouthy, and whose parents are too busy to advocate for you, you might be told your whole life that you’re not smart based where you are tracked. That does affect your performance. Google it!

Yet the framework seems to reject the notion that some kids are more gifted than others. “An important goal of this framework is to replace ideas of innate mathematics ‘talent’ and ‘giftedness’ with the recognition that every student is on a growth pathway,” it states. “There is no cutoff determining when one child is ‘gifted’ and another is not.” But cutoffs are exactly what testing and grading systems produce, and it’s absurdly naive to think there’s nothing innate about such outcomes, given that intelligence is at least partly an inherited trait.

Is intelligence a partly inherited trait? What the actual Fork? I feel really sorry for your child. Because yes, here is where the worldviews split. Where one group believes there can be an artificial human-made cut off for “giftedness” and where a “growth pathway” is derided. I don’t want to live in that world, and guess what, I don’t. Most thriving people don’t. Because we understand that change can always be made and we understand that there are multiple ways to grow strong in an area and that a lot of what people choose is more based on passion than ability. You can hone ability if you are passionate.

If California adopts this framework, which is currently under public review, the state will end up sabotaging its brightest students. The government should let kids opt out of math if it’s not for them. Don’t let the false idea that there’s no such thing as a gifted student herald the end of advanced math entirely.

Um okay. The fact that I have middle schoolers deriving the pythagorean theorem from their knowledge of angle relationships and solving complex systems of equations, and finding multiple ways to demonstrate proofs through both inductive and deductive reasoning, and building machine learning algorithms to teach emotional intelligence… all within a heterogeneous classroom that believes in growth mindset, systemic oppression, and critical hope is but one example of why this wouldn’t be “the end of advanced math’ entirely.

What does suck though, is then watching these kids move on to high school where they are tracked and somehow end up in lower math classes with less experienced teachers, losing their interest and belief in themselves.

In Palo Alto, when I was in lower math, even in that rich district, I went through three teachers in one year. A white kid threw a chair out a window. When I took a random bridge course over the summer (which was a lot of worksheets and movies), I entered the higher math class in 8th grade not necessarily “prepared.” But that teacher was amazing. He had us writing, performing, explaining, art-ing all in math (wayyyy before Common Core). He led math workshops for other teachers, he published a book. I entered high school ready, and freshman year, my teacher sucked. Sophomore year, she was terrible too. Junior year was amazing and like I said, I enjoyed AB Calc (and did well) my senior year. It was interesting though, because I saw how in other classes that were also tracked, whenever I dropped a level, the classroom grew more diverse. It is a very very awkward thing when you think you’re tracking and creating gifted classes solely by merit, and somehow all the color gets concentrated in the lower classes. And somehow you don’t think bias has anything to do with it,what does that say about you and your reasoning capabilities?

First Week of Distance Teaching

So Monday 3/16 was a release day. I’m glad our district foresaw that this would be hard. I’m glad they had packets ready for us to pass out on Friday. I’m glad that they gave us a release day. And that release day was damn hectic yall. There was a meeting in the morning, but then more of like “what do you think?” when honestly, at this period, I’d rather be provided with a structure that I could edit, you know?

Then that afternoon, I went back to school because I realized I had to rescue the class pet, look for a projector (that I promised I’d lend to a friend for her wedding (which ended up cancelled)), pick up the pet food (I forgot), pick up extra hand sanitizer to give to a family (they have 2 babies and my student texted me saying all the stores are out), and get hard copies of the packet (I thought I could just do it online, but realized I’d rather have hard copies). While on-site, we found out that actually, they had to CLOSE the site by the end of day. So then, I inadvertently spent 1.5 hours driving around Oakland delivering packets. I delivered a packet to a kid who lived 0.2 miles away from school. Like… it would’ve been easier for him to WALK over and PICK UP the thing instead of me having to make TWO u-turns to drop it off for him. SMH. There was another family whose older son I had taught. While I waited for him to come down and pick it up for his sister, a creepy groundskeeper asked me if I was the stripper he ordered. Stupidly, I said, “pardon?” and he repeated it. I said no. And he opened the gate for me anyway. Then there was a third family where the mom was at the market. I tossed the packet over the fence and took a picture of where it was and texted it to her LOL. Then the fourth family.. the girl who didn’t pick up her work *while she was at school* after I told them all to double check…. DIDN’T EVEN COME OUT.. but SENT HER BROTHER OUT to get it. Wow. wow. wow. WOW. Then dropped off the hand sanitizer. Then came home. And planned.

I know I didn’t have to go into details, but I actually want to remember this. Because it’s nuts yall. It’s entirely nuts.

Random Mini-Unit I Wrote After 1 Year of Teaching…

I wrote this for a job of mine 5 years ago. Not sure what grade it was intended for and if I’d use all the suggested activities etc.  I think it’s interesting that issues that I thought might require empathy 5 years ago are just as relevant today. Sort of sad, actually.  

In other news, contemplating closing this blog and just starting a new one. Hmm.  This one is hopelessly disorganized.

Teaching Empathy Regarding Immigration via The Arrival

Session 1: Establishing Background Information (Half-session)

A.  Build Common Experience

Run an informal survey of classroom demographics (By a show of hands, ask how many students moved to the US.  How many students have parents who moved to the US.  How many students have grandparents who moved to the US., etc).

B.  “Where do I stand?” Survey

Based on the tenor of your class and the current political climate, create a series of statements for students to respond with the following options: “Strongly Agree, Agree, Disagree, Strongly Disagree.”

Statements should vary around the themes of immigration, settling, hospitality, and identity.

Sample Statements:

“Immigration is bad for the country.”

“America is what it is today because of immigration.”

“People should stick to what is familiar.”

“I consider myself American.”

**When thinking up statements, make sure they connect to the lesson objective of teaching students about empathy.

This survey will be brought out again for students to see where they used to stand and where they stand after the unit.

Assignment:

Read The Arrival and in their journal write a personal response answering some or all of the following questions: What facets of the book stuck out to you and why?  Why do you think Shaun Tan chose to use a wordless medium?  What might have been conveyed via this picture book that would not have been or could not have been shown if there was text?

Read and Annotate “The Immigrants.”  Be prepared to discuss both pieces in class.

Session 2: Synthesizing what we know

A.  Collective Knowledge Sharing

In groups, allow for discussion surrounding The Arrival and “The Immigrants.”

If you like, you may ensure that discussions remain on task and is split up equally by assigning 1 note-taker, 1 timekeeper, 1 facilitator, and 1 reporter.

 

Possible Questions for discussion:

Go over questions from the journal write.

What stuck out to you in “The Immigrants” and why?

How are “The Immigrants” and The Arrival the same and how are they different?

How do these alternative mediums (poetry and graphics) help to get the message across?

Have reporters report on their groups’ discussion (or have a reporter report on a specific question) and use this moment to unpack The Arrival and “The Immigrants.”

Transition from the wordless The Arrival to the language-rich “The Immigrants.”

B.  Lesson on Language

Depending on your teaching style and your current classroom level, explain or review the following:

Difference in word/phrase meanings

Connotation vs. Denotation

Figurative language

Metaphors

*Be sure to use/find examples from “The Immigrants” to bolster your points.

C.  Themes Study

Although the topics are similar, the themes and opinions differ between “The Immigrants” and The Arrival. 

 

Engage class in a dialogue about the different themes and have a group brainstorm about what areas are connected and what areas differ.  Be sure to put in textual/graphic/narrative support.

Have them start on their assignment

 

Assignment:  Pick a specific theme or issue that is covered in “The Immigrants” and The Arrival and write a 2-3 paragraph analysis explaining how this theme/issue is approached in each piece and which approach is more effective, more relatable, more fair, or more (insert own opinion).

Session 3: Connecting to the Real World

A. Current Event Stations

Have students spend 10-12 minutes per station to read the article / watch the YouTube clip and then have them respond to questions specific to the article/clip that relate to the themes and connect to or challenge students’ personal opinions/beliefs.

Break students into small groups and have students take turns being one of the following at each station:

1 Recorder

1 Facilitator / ensures everyone speaks

1 Timekeeper

Suggested station materials:

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/12/opinion/the-next-immigration-challenge.html

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/03/17/opinion/its-about-immigrants-not-irishnesss.html

B.  Personal Response

Have students journal about their overall thoughts concerning immigration and relocation.  Encourage them to draw from The Arrival, “The Immigrants,” and their impressions from the news articles today.

After five minutes, tell students to push back on what they have written or respond to what someone else might have said in their journals.

Assignment:  Prepare for In-Class Debate tomorrow (will be assigned tomorrow) by thinking up pros and cons and its respective supports for the following statement:  Children of illegal immigrants should not be allowed to receive state grants from college.   (Question may be changed for whatever is appropriate/current).

Session 4:  Challenging our Thoughts

A.  How to write an Op-Ed

Refer back to articles from the previous day.

Talk about what they noticed about the elements of an op-ed.

Pass out a checklist for what is needed in an op-ed and tell them they will be writing an op-ed (so pay attention during the debate).

Resources:

http://newsoffice.duke.edu/duke_resources/oped

 

B.  In-Class debate

– Explain the format

10 minutes to prepare; 3 minute opening statement for each side; 2 minutes for rebuttals on each side; 5 minutes for questions from the audience (teacher); 5 minutes for final preparations; 2 minutes for concluding thoughts.

[Total time: 34 minutes]

– Split the class into two teams.

One interesting way to do this is to have students raise their hands for “in favor” / “opposed” and have students argue the side they are against. 

– Run the debate

Assignment; Write Op-Ed Draft

 

Session 5:  Pulling Everything Together

A.  Partner Revision/Edit

Provide revision/editing checklist (or however you do it in class) and have students edit/revise 2 students’ papers.

Ask students to also include a double-positive-delta (two positive things about the op-ed and one suggested change).

Give students about 7-9 minutes per paper and enough time to dialogue about it.

B.  Personal Reflection

Take the same survey from day 1 (statements should be mixed up)

Have students compare and contrast and then fill out the following saying: “I used to think…, now I think…”

C.  Class-wide Reflection Sharing:

Have students crumple up the sheets, throw them into the room, and then given the amount of time, have the whole class read from a sheet they pick up or choose a few and have them read.

D.  Teacher Encouragement

Encourage students that this is a gray area issue and to keep wrestling with it.

Assignment: Op-Ed Final Draft

Report Card Comments

“I hope that he will continue to be a purr-fectly paw-sitive presence when he enters 5th grade” – is a sentence that I definitely put into one of my report card comments (he loves cats).

“Why does she read like she’s running out of time?” – is a sentence that I put into another report card (she loves Hamilton).

But I just wanted to include this whole comment that I wrote for another student of mine.  I feel so privileged to be able to write something like this; this girl was a literal rock star.

I can’t say that it was a joy to teach **** this year… because this year, I don’t think I really taught **** – she basically taught herself. She always went above and beyond in all subjects and did a great job in making sense of materials that I gave vague directions on (since she was ahead of the class), and constantly made positive choices.

Yet beyond her academic gifting and maturity, I really appreciated ****’s kind and patient nature. I know there were many times where her questions and needs weren’t met because I had to help other students, where she wasn’t called on to participate, and where she ended up with tasks that required trust but weren’t the most exciting. I really appreciate **** for taking this on and just helping me out as a teacher with her positive attitude and kindness towards others. It definitely helped keep the classroom mood light since **** was the friend that some of our students really needed.

I hope that if she learned anything from fourth grade, it is to take risks and to embrace mistakes. I hope that she won’t always be met with success but have some real challenges and opportunities to grow. Like I said, I can’t say it was a joy teaching ****, but I can say it was a joy learning from her and witnessing the power of her being in my class.

Here’s an excerpt from another one. I think this is amazing to witness in anyone, let alone a 4th grade boy..

As a person, **** is one of the most empathetic and kindest boys in my classroom. There are so many instances where he stayed loyal to a classmate even when his peers were not, and other instances, where he was understanding of students with special needs even when they offended him. He celebrates with his classmates and forgives easily. That is not an easy thing to do, and I felt blessed to witness that in my classroom this year.

Why is it so hard to add a special ed credential? :(

At many of the schools I worked at, Special Ed was always the area where we struggled. One school straight up ignored it, while the other schools had a relationship with Seneca (if you’re in Bay Area education, I’m sure you’ve heard of it.  Interesting tidbit: did you know the CEO is on the Alameda Board of Education? Talk about conflict of interest…).

I can’t say anything general about Seneca since some of my friends LOVED their Seneca peeps at their school, and I’ve felt mixed about my personal experience.  Anyway, the point is, schools ALWAYS struggle to find special ed teachers so they outsource to places (like Seneca) and end up with subpar results that simply comply with legal regulations but don’t actually help the kid….

AND, now I can see WHY.

I have 3 cleared CA credentials.  During my multiple-subject credentialing program, I was told I could just add a single-subject English credential by taking an additional online class and passing the CSETs. So I did.  Then later on in my career, I took an additional online class, passed more CSETs and added a Foundational-Level Math credential.  Now, taking these classes suck, but they helped me get to where I wanted to be….

To get a Special Ed credential, it seems like what I have to do is not only take those CSETs but ALSO take a full on credentialing course! It’s insane!  As a sane adult who no longer has the brain capacity to educate AND take full-on classes, the logical recourse then is just to continue with what I have.

 

This is so problematic. I don’t think teachers naturally veer towards Special Education because it feels so foreign. I think AFTER teaching for a while, you can start to see the need AND ways that you personally can fill that need. (At least, that’s what happened for me).  A lot of the complaints about SPED teachers from gen ed teachers is that they’ve never actually been in the classroom. They’ve worked with small groups so that what they suggest or prescribe to the teacher is not something that a teacher can easily implement.  I had the privilege of working with a teacher who used to be a SPED teacher. Watching how she differentiated and helped her kids in an inclusive environment is something I’ll always take with me.

Now, seeing the NEED for SPED teachers, I thought, why not? I’ll add that credential. But NO~! I can’t!

Dear California, I understand the need to properly train and vet our teachers. At the same time, there has to be some way to help teachers reach across and teach in other areas without making them a full-time student again.  Also, I’ve TAKEN classes about reading difficulties and the brain and learning.

Anyway, I don’t think I’ll try to go into special ed.

The end.

Lather, Rinse, Reset

AHHHHHHHH

I WROTE THIS HUGE POST AND SOMEHOW IT GOT COMPLETELY ERASED!!!!!!

But you know what? That’s okay. Because I’ve saved YOU, my reader, from reading my processing and I’ll just give you the nuggets of wisdom I just gleaned.

  1. I cried at school this morning and basically, I think I cry when I’m frustrated by how self-centered my kids are.. especially since we’re in March and the classroom is still so disparate and lacks community  Especially when I compare how much wealth this school has in comparison to my school in Oakland, I just start to feel icky…. and disgusted by them.  (Plus.. they’re LITTLE kids.)
  2. Some kids did come to me to apologize (and one girl said, “I think you need a hug”) … and I just drily told them, “4th and 5th grade is the awkward year where you don’t just say you’re sorry, you show it.”
  3. However, I can’t continue in this vein. I can’t control them by snapping at them or by fear. It’s not right.  I think it was really hard to overcome the coldness I felt though.
  4. But ultimately, I can’t CHANGE them. I can only change ME.  And my attitude.  And even though I don’t really know how to make this right, I know I have to try. (Even though for some of the kids, my extension of a white flag is what I “should do” since I’m a teacher and “it’s my job.”)
  5. So then, I wrote a list – 25 things – one to each child – where I let them know what I appreciate… and that brought me to the fact that
  6. They’re trying. Regardless of how emotionally stunted I think they are in comparison to where they should/could be… they are in their different ways.
  7. So.. the end. Tomorrow is a new day. I will try again.

Times likes these, HGSE love!

I don’t normally plug my grad program.  I’m ambivalent about the stances they take and the directions their churned out alumni run towards.  BUT I’m REALLY thankful for the research I got to dip into AND the classmates.  Even people (like the two below), with whom I’ve only had very brief encounters with (well, I guess with M, it wasn’t brief since we ended up driving across the continental states together), because we bonded over shared ideas, I CAN STILL HIT THEM UP NOW!!!!

Anyway, I love the resources that spill out of this convo. I feel like they’re pretty rare too. SO, if you’re interested in bringing in relevant and thoughtful resources surrounding native history in the US, look through this convo!

  • Junia

    Hey ladies – just took over a 4/5th combo class. They haven’t started US history yet. We’re starting by looking at regions and I’m doing a slapdash job of it.

    If you guys have references for how to do due justice to native history (upper elementary reading level) pre-Columbian.. I would totally be grateful.

     12/5, 8:39pm
    Amanda

    Hey! I haven’t looked too much through it but this was created by a friend who works at NACA in NM: http://bbdkricky.wixsite.com/nisnresources

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    12/5, 8:41pm
    Amanda

    I think the key would be to connect the narrative of history to the narrative of today (i.e. native people are still alive – funny how often that isn’t taught lol expose them to the traditions but also modern day native authors, music (tribe called red), art (Steven paul judd) – some well known ones

     12/5, 9:26pm
    Junia

    I’m trying to teach it as waves of immigration but yeah – THIS is what I need like – names / people to look into

    12/5, 9:27pm

    Amanda

    do you follow adrienne keene’s blog native appropriations? there’d be some good resources there, too

    you could have kids do a media or report on an article on a native news site perhaps

    as a way to help them see natives are alive and have agency in their communities

    12/5, 9:31pm

    Junia

    i’m clicking everything you’re sending me – I really appreciate the quick turn around and ideas.

    12/5, 9:52pm

    Meaghan

    Check out “time immemorial” — it’s the curriculum created by tribes in WA state! I’ll find a link

    12/5, 9:53pm

    Amanda

    no problem! wish I could help more!

    12/5, 9:53pm

    Amanda

    Buzzfeed’s Another Round and #NoDAPL
    Just a quick post to let ya’ll know that I was on Another Round on Buzzfeed again, and had a lovely conversation with Heben (she’s back!). In addition to talking Standing Rock and #NoDA…
    nativeappropriations.com
    12/5, 9:54pm

    Amanda

    “We Are Still Here” — A Documentary on Today’s Young Native Americans
    What is today’s young Native American’s life like? What are the challenges they are facing? How the historical traumas influenced their life? This short docu…
    youtube.com
    12/5, 9:54pm

    Amanda

    Also, could be interesting to have them draw similarities between AIM (american indian movement) and BLM

    12/5, 9:55pm

    Meaghan

    Here is the curriculum: http://www.indian-ed.org

    Indian-Ed.Org | SINCE TIME IMMEMORIAL
    Article VI The constitution, and the laws of the United States which shall be made in Pursuance thereof; and all treaties made, or which shall be made under the authority of the United States, shall be the supreme law of the land; and the judges in every State shall be bound thereby, any Thing in th…
    indian-ed.org
    12/5, 9:55pm

    Amanda

    Native American Girls Describe the REAL History Behind Thanksgiving | Teen Vogue
    6 Native American girls school us on the REAL history of Thanksgiving. Still haven’t subscribed to Teen Vogue on YouTube? ►► http://bit.ly/tvyoutubesub CONNE…
    youtube.com
    12/5, 9:56pm

    Amanda

    Naelyn Pike, Danny Grassrope, Bobbi Jean – all young native activists I met at a recent summit, Naelyn is still in HS – could be cool for her to FB live or skype into your class she’s awesome! you couod prob google some of her videos

    12/5, 9:56pm

    Meaghan

    Also I would check out the stanford history education group’s “reading like a historian curriculum” — it is a teaching framework for getting kids to use “historical thinking skills” and simulate historian’s practices — namely using primary sources to view history as the construction of narrative. they have a lesson on the battle of little bighorn that is GREAT

    12/5, 9:56pm

    Amanda

    From Times Square to the Capitol, Apache Protestors Fight U.S. Land Swap with Mining Company
    Apache protestors pass through Times Square on the way to the Capitol to fight a federal land swap with a copper mining company.
    dotearth.blogs.nytimes.com
    12/5, 9:57pm

    Meaghan

    they also have a great lesson on retelling the story of Pocahontas — that basically has kids pick apart disney (really engaging)

    12/5, 9:57pm

    Meaghan

    U.S. History Lessons | Stanford History Education Group
    The United States Reading Like a Historian curriculum includes 71 stand-alone lessons organized within 11 units. These lessons span colonial to Cold War America and cover a range of political, social, economic, and cultural topics. Each lesson includes a 1-2 day plan that outlines the lesson’s activ…
    sheg.stanford.edu
    12/5, 9:58pm

    Meaghan

    keep an eye out for articles on Standing Rock on Newsela.com. I do freelance for them and they’re going to have a series of articles on grade level with assessments aligned to CCSS

    5th graders would also eat up “absolutely true diary of a part-time indian”

    might be interesting to contrast a contemporary native story to the stories told of native people as history and not as modern

    also — for humor, the 1491’s have really create satire. not sure if 4th/5th would get it all, but could be interesting!

    12/5, 10:01pm

    Meaghan

    pocahontas lesson i was talking about — https://sheg.stanford.edu/pocahontas

    1. Pocahontas | Stanford History Education Group
    Thanks to the Disney film, most students know the legend of Pocahontas. But is the story told in the 1995 movie accurate? In this lesson, students use evidence to explore whether Pocahontas actually saved John Smith’s life and practice the ability to source, corroborate, and contextualize historical…
    sheg.stanford.edu
    12/5, 10:22pm

    Amanda

    yes 1491s for sure you might be able to find some that are approps

    12/5, 10:35pm

    Meaghan

    Oh man remember when they came to Harvard??

    12/5, 10:38pm

    Amanda

    Yea!

    Ahhh let’s all just go back 5 years 😬

    12/5, 10:39pm

    Meaghan

    yeah lets!


Turning Over a New Leaf

It is November 17, 2016. And tomorrow, on Friday, November 18,2016, I’ll be walking into a neighboring district’s HR office and signing the paperwork to be a teacher for a 4/5th grade combo classroom.

It’s interesting.  I feel positive about starting at this new place because the adults seem great and the kids are sweet and diverse.  I’ll also get to teach all the subjects (except science, which is my weakest area anyway), and I’ll get to really have some autonomy since I’ll be in my own self-contained room.  Lastly, the school itself is just lovely. It’s been the smallest school in Berkeley for the past 100 years and it smells woodsy and fresh.

I think the difficulties of the job (combination, coming in mid-year, first time in elementary) actually will provide me ways to really test my theories regarding classroom management, organization, and ultimately, pedagogy.

Things I’m excited to return to:

  • Kohlberg’s Levels of Moral Development
  • Social Studies
  • single-classroom culture
  • developing classroom ownership
  • reflective conflict-resolution

Things I’m excited to expand on:

  • thoughtful blended learning roll out in math
  • Growth Mindset

Things that are new, but I’m excited for…

  • Morning Meetings (a la Responsive Classroom)
  • Guided Reading / Reader’s Workshops
  • Calkins-esque Writer’s Workshops
  • having LESS instructional time and MORE enrichment

 

It has been a strange school year. I’ve taught straight, from 2012-2016 without taking summer breaks.  Then, this past year, I took my first summer break (which was AMAZING — new teachers should try it!  I think I found the key to sustainability!).  And yet, instead of moving, I ended up staying.

It was definitely a drift-y period, and even now, I need to remind myself not just the generic “God is in control”, but speak to my soul: Yes, my God is sovereign. Yes, He knows my desires. Yes, He knows every minute detail of my heart. Yes, there are ways I can glorify Him and ways that can throw all this in His face.  At the end of the day, even though I have been whining, I don’t want to get into a habit of complaint.  After all, this was in His timing, and how can I know all the workings of an infinite mind?